Last day of Feb

今天 二月的最后一天

烦恼还是那么的多

有时候多到自己都快崩溃了

唉

这几天自己都忙于工作

一个人做两人份

忙的不可开交

有时候连上厕所的时间也没有

我的努力我的执着又有谁看见

得到的不是赞赏

更不是欣赏的眼光

得到的是闲言话语

negative comments!

I've been work so hard

just to prove myself is a capable person

This is the reason that im still here

我能做的就是拼

就算病了也要拼

为的 就是满足自己该死的执着

为了要别人认同我

自然而然

自己会给自己好大好的压力

像块大石头

把我压得快喘不过气

这个烦

那个也烦

突然好想唱一首歌

"我要快乐~我要能睡得安稳"

至于我的婆婆

有人不时还会问我婆婆情况怎么样了

很谢谢那些人的关心

我婆婆一点好转也没有

这几天几乎都是处于昏迷的状态

似乎变得更严重了

T^T

我很难过...

我现在唯一的希望

就是希望我婆婆能够健健康康的出院回家

我们大家都在等着你

我真的很想现在就回家乡看看她

但是不行

因为接下来的两个星期六都要参与training

我害怕...

害怕我婆婆就这样离开我们

我不要~~

这几天的我都很怕一个人呆在家

每次放工后回到家

对着那四面墙

自己会开始胡思乱想

泪自然而然的流

Damn bloody emo!!

此刻的我 就是一个人

坐在cafe上网

自己宁愿一个人出来也不愿意呆在家

唉

我现在什么都不要

我只是要我婆婆赶快好起来

我不要她再受苦了

婆婆 你听到没有??

我等你回家!

阿嫲

2011年才刚进入第二个月

却发生了那么多事情

但 全都是不好的事情

心情低落

新年刚过

才知道家里发生了那么大件事

我家阿嫲进院了

年初五就已经被送进医院

但不孝的我 竟然到前两天才知道

工作后立刻回家乡

昨晚 是她进院后

我第一次去探望她

第一眼 一个感觉

心疼

眼泪立刻在眼里打滚

明明好好的一个人

竟然被病魔缠身

看见她躺在病床上

需要依靠仪器才能呼吸

但依旧呼吸困难

很想哭~

我伸手过去握着她的手

才发现时间真不留人

我阿嫲真的老了很多

让病魔这样一折腾

似乎老得更快

问过了医生

说是Lung Infection

是所谓的细菌感染吧?

听说 好像很严重了

现在就要靠我阿嫲本身的意志力

昨晚 我叔叔漏液去问神

神说我阿嫲恐怕熬不过初一

我知道这是不会发生的

阿嫲绝对会熬过去

她很坚强的

而且她一定不舍得离开我们

坚定的相信

我会每天帮她祈祷

希望有天她能够健康的出院

观音Pobi pobi

My New Baby ❤

A short update about my life

I was sooo busy with my life since the 1st day of CNY until NOW!
My schedule during this period was so tight
Sometimes i do feel tired
But there's something which delight me recently
Wondering what is it??

I have another baby!

yeah yeah yeah~~~


Hey don't get me wrong
The baby that i meant is sunshade
Hiak hiak hiak =P

Yes
I'm crazily in love with sunshade
Mom always complaint that i have too many pairs of sunshade
Nag nag nag
but im ignore ignore ingore XD

Finally i bought myself a sunshade from
Charles & Keith

Love at first sight

I love the decorative pattern and the colour as well

Tried it for the first time

Hesitated for quite loooong
My mind keep asking me to put it back
Enhmm...
I put it back to the rack and ran off from the shop
(FYI, I was in 1U by that time)

Then, friends went to Pavilion
Oh no~~~
There's one Charles & Keith
Can't stand it anymore
the evil side of my mind instigate me to buy it

"Buy..Buy...Buy.."


Not to think anymore
Quikly picked it up and approached to the cashier

And from that onwards
It already became one of my babies
LOL

Some photos with my new baby

Best Gathering Ever!

Gong Xi Fatt Cai everyone!

In a blink of eyes, 3rd day of CNY is gonna end soon
Happy time usually do pass fast huh?
How's ur CNY so far?
Fantastic?or Boring??

My CNY is full of activities
One best word to describe
T.I.R.E.D

But but but~
Still enjoy with it XD

While my memory is still fresh in mind
Let me share my activities today
on the 3rd day of Chinese New Year
I attended a gathering
Primary schoolmates gathering which will held every year

We were classmates during Standard 6
After graduated from Primary School
We will visit to our form teacher every CNY
and we did this for 12 years
This year..the Rabbit year
is the second cycle of our year
Means what?
Means we are 24years old now!


Last year with only 12ppl attended
This year is the most successful gathering
we had 20 ppl to attend this year
=)

My outfit of the day
Everyone was so excited when meet up
Everyone busy chit chatting around
took alot of pic
since most of us only able to meet each other one year once
Here are some of the ppl who attend the gathering
or the 1st time after the 12years of cycle

Me and Fiffy =P

Me with the pretty KahBee
Used to be one of the besties when in primary school
but lost contact after graduated
o(╯□╰)o

Kah Bee and Emily
Me with Kenny

Priscillia

Rachel

Some random photos


Ladies

The group photos
all of us with our teacher Mdm.Hee

This year's gathering was the best gathering ever
Awesome one =)
Had lotsa fun with them
Get to know alot latest update of friends