Bday Pressie

My birthday is on 28th of Sept

Though it's one month before my birthday

I received 2 pressie^^

One is from my best friend ever during my Uni life

Another one is from my Mom ♥
What is it?

Jeng jeng~~

Mom bought it from HOJB
It's my favourite - CRYSTAL! =D
I've been waited for so long
wait for the promotion period
so that will have 50% off

I had one crystal bracelet once
yea..ONCE!
But i lost it during my Italy trip
forgot to bring it back
Sob sob~
Cause me feel sad for quite long
Because it was a bday present from my friends
I wore it everyday for 2years
and now it's lost!

Here come's the opportunity to get another new one


Pink crystal~
Stone of love and compassion that brings peacefulness
and calm to relationships
That's what i need it now
Had some issues in all sort of relationships lately
I need it to improve my relationship with people around me
=D
superstitious?
Yea..i admit I am
LOL

The salesperson told me that
if i'm single then wear it on the right hand
Change to left hand whenever I have a bf
o.O
well, that's a new knowledge for me

So,
I wear it on Right hand! *wink*
But i still prefer the previous one
The color suits me more
>.< Anyway,
I still love this pressie given by my mom
Billion of thanks to my Mom
♥
Hugs and kisses^^

無奈，心痛

時常聽人說

做人不容易

你對別人好 別人也不一定對你好

我卻堅信

只要我拿我的真心來對別人好

別人會感受得到

但是事情往往都變得不一樣

重感情的我

超級珍惜身邊每個人

每一段友情

對我來說可是個無價之寶

所以自己會那朋友放在第一位

是自己太笨

還是太傻了?

換回來的卻是一身傷

這種感覺很不好受

心超級痛

也說不上來的無奈

這次的教訓

我汲取了

感謝你們...

以為你還在

钢琴上的键弹不出明天

一双手要怎样

要怎样才能够撑住一片天

明天已经很遥远

一个人要怎样

要怎样伪装自己勇敢向前

我以为你还在

我还等着你回来

一起看海拥抱海的澎湃

数到三还不来

回忆不释怀

我在等待

可是你怎么都不会回来

键 弹不出明天

一双手要怎样

要怎样才能够撑住一片天

明天 已经很遥远

一个人要怎样

要怎样伪装自己勇敢向前

我以为你还在

想念的雾散不开

一场意外谁把我救出来

数到三还不来

期待已变坏

留下只是寂寞里那种无声黑白

我以你你还在

我还等着你回来

一起看海拥抱海的澎湃

数到三还不来

回忆不释怀 我在等待

可是你永远都不会回来

hoooooooo~~~

我以为你还在

wo~~~ho~~~~woho~~

在不在 你还在不在

不在回来

泪水淋湿了无奈

我还在空无等待

我以为你还在

我还等着你回来 一起看海拥抱海的澎湃

数到三还不来

回忆不释怀

我在等待 可是你永远都不会回来

【END】

寂寞寂寞就好

Something to share
Hebe's new song from her latest single album
=)
Nice song with meaningful lyric
I heard it for so many times
and won't get bored of it

寂寞寂寞就好



還是原來那個我 不過撂掉幾公升淚所以變瘦
對著鏡子我承諾 遲早我會換這張臉應對笑容

不算什麼 愛錯就愛錯
早點認錯 早一點解脫

我寂寞寂寞就好
這時候誰都別來安慰 擁抱
就讓我一個人去痛到受不了
傷到 快瘋掉 死不了就還好

我寂寞寂寞就好
你真的不用來我回憶裡 微笑
我就不相信我會笨到 忘不了
賴著 不放掉 人本來就寂寞的
借來的都該還掉
我總會把你戒掉

還是原來那個你 是我自己做夢你又改變什麼
再多的愛也沒用 每個人有每個人的業障因果
會有什麼 什麼都沒有 早點看破 才看的見以後

我寂寞寂寞就好
這時候誰都別來安慰 擁抱
就讓我一個人去痛到受不了
傷到 快瘋掉 死不了就還好

我寂寞寂寞就好
你真的不用來我回憶裡 微笑
我就不相信我會笨到 忘不了
賴著 不放掉 人本來就寂寞的
我總會把你戒掉

弟弟 ★ Brother

今天是農曆7月14
很多人都對農曆7月有恐懼感
更加是今年的農曆7月

報章上都說今年的7月會是有史以來最凶的一次
遇到"好朋友"的幾率
也會增高

而我在今年的7月14
是我有史以來最難忘的一天
就是今天
讓我知道一個很震驚的消息
原來自己除了家中兩個弟弟外
還有另一個弟弟!
o.O!

我長得那麼大
活了23年
現在才知道這個消息
我的天啊~~
原來除了大弟弟之外
我還有個二弟

二弟是在媽媽腹中夭逝了
因為醫生說胎中的孩子都不會長大
逼於無奈之下
只好在二弟未成形時
打掉他

當媽媽告訴我這件事時
我超震驚的
也無言了好一陣子
這也說明了爲什麽
我跟我小弟整整相差了6年

今天二弟會回來家中
所以都要買些東西拜拜他
臨時臨急準備了些東西
一些零食餅乾還有巧克力
我也煎了三個蛋給二弟
拜拜下
二弟吃了一路好走啊~

聽媽媽說
以前幫二弟超渡的時候
那通靈人說過
二弟是個很帥很聰明的孩子
將來是個大學生
只是他沒了那個機會見到這個漂亮的世界

他也說
二弟很羡慕我的小弟弟
因為他每天都坐在電腦前面
而且我媽媽時常住我小弟愛吃的黃豆
剛巧也是我二弟喜歡的
聽到這裡
我心裡突然有種說不出來的感覺

是呀
我們的卻是幸福的小孩
二弟根本沒那機會享受父母的疼愛
還來不及看見這個世界就要說再見了
心裡蠻難過的

自己會開始想像
如果自己還有個二弟
現在的生活會是怎樣的呢?
我一定會超疼他的

二弟
姐姐愛你哦
來世我們再做姐弟好不好
姐姐會很疼很疼你的
承諾
=)

愛上一個不愛自己的人

愛上一個不愛自己的人

本來就是一個錯誤

這就如同你愛上一塊冰

別想著用盡一切辦法來融化他

即使融化了

也只是水

淡而無味的水

永遠也沒有他本身的那種濃

那種純

那麼真

可當愛上一個不愛你的人

從開始到結束

實際上並沒有所謂的開始

那只是自己的一廂情願的幻覺

以為開始了

但這只不過是大夢一場...

The True Love...

Saw someone share this on FB

Which I found that it's such a nice and touching ads

About the true love

The love is still there

even though the old women passed away

Awww

T_____T

I cried after watching this video

Something that i would like to share with you guys

Hope you'll like it =)

愛你是孤單的心事

雨下在我窗前

　玻璃也在流眼淚

街上的人都看起來

比我幸福一點

用寂寞來測驗　

還是最想要你陪

曾一起走過的夏天

我常常會夢見

我猜不到你真正的感覺

思念寫成臉上的黑眼圈

有的時候我寧願

你對我壞一點

無法停止幻想我們的永遠

愛你是孤單的心事

　不懂你微笑的意思

只能像一朵向日葵在夜裡默默的堅持

愛你是孤單的心事　

多希望你對我誠實

一直愛著你　

用我自己的方式

我在你的心裡　

有沒有一點特別

就怕你終究沒發現

我還在你身邊

Worst Hungry Ghost Festival

Well I never blog for few days due to some reason

As u guys know,

it's Hungry Ghost Fest again!

and it will be the worst Hungry Ghost Fest ever!

Have u guys be in bad luck lately?

Car accident?

Things around you are not going smoothly?

I saw many car accidents happened

since Hungry Ghost Festival started

Oh my~

Me too

Having bad luck during this month

Many bad things happened on me

Damn!

Since the first day of Hungry Ghost Fest starts,

My mood status changed to EMO stat

Recently,
I can't sleep during night
Insomnia!
Used to stay up late
Sometimes it's 4am and im still awake
Sigh...Damn pissed off
I know what's the reason that made me can't sleep
My brain just can't stop thinking
Thinking too much sometimes is bad huh

I wish to forget about bad things that happened
Wish to delete my bad memories
Delete all the unhappy moments!!

Insomnia made me stay awake during late night
It caused me heard some noises
Creepy!
I heard somebody's footsteps
"Thud...thud...thud..."
Crap!
It's 4am in the morning
Everything is in silence except for the footsteps
The sounds had frighten me up
Conclusion is..I slept at 6am
Because of afraid
Deng!

Another bad things that happened,
it's related to KTM!
I'm gonna sue the fucking KTM!!
Well this happened yesterday
Pouring rain caused flood between Bangi and Batang Benar
I was in the train back to Seremban
and they suddenly announced
"The train service will be ended here"
"No more train will be headed to Seremban"
"Please find yourself another alternatives to go to the destination u wanted to"

I was like..
Shit! Are you kidding?
How am i going back to Seremban?
And the sky is getting darker and darker
It's 6pm
I went out the station..
It's bangi..
O.M.G
Damn kampung area

First time been there at this hour
and i'm ALONE!
I din see any sign of taxi
That's made me mad
Felt so helpless by that time
It made my heartbeat pumping faster and faster
Great!
First time having this kind of problem
Look how bad luck i am

At last, i saw a taxi
And i took the taxi back to Seremban
When i reached home, it's already late
and used 3-4Hours to reach home
Gosh~!

BAD LUCK
when will you leave me?
i hate to be friends with you!
Let's pray hard to the GOD

致我最愛的外公

夜深時分

突然很想念我的外公

身在天堂的你過得好不好

我 已經有多久沒想你了?

很不孝對吧?

其實我一直把你放在我心裡

深深地埋在深處

忽然想起你離開我們的那一夜

聖誕前夕

想著想著 心覺得好痛

是太難過嗎

淚 也慢慢地流下來

驚覺自己原來還是會因為你的離開而哭泣

很不堅強吧

過了那麼久

自己還是不能放下

也許從小都跟你一起生活的關係

還是不能接受其實你已經離開我們一年了

我真的好想你

我想其他人也跟我一樣

外婆更加的想你

你都感受到了嗎?

有人說

有人說女孩不一樣了

半年不見

女孩轉變了很多

女孩傻傻的問他到底哪裡不一樣了

某人就是說不上來

女孩說自己一點都沒變到

除了自己的頭髮

就一直在變長

嗯

應該是頭髮的影響

以前的女孩 頭髮是短的

現在的頭髮是過肩長

樣子看上去會有差別

某人突然說

不對!

女孩的卻變了

這次他想到了哪裡不一樣

女孩的生活變得多姿多彩了

臉上笑容多了

也開朗了許多

這令女孩看起來變了好多

經由某人這樣一說

女孩才驚覺自己不一樣了

女孩的卻很開心的過著自己的生活

身旁多了很多的朋友

女孩不再為誰而傷心難過

不為感情事煩惱

就像圖上的一樣

嘴角往上揚

笑一笑,沒煩惱!

My FB friends page

Finally i've made up my mind

to create myself a page

due to can't approve any friends in my acc anymore

Yes~

I would like to call this as Friends Page

rather than a Fans Page

LOL

As i know,

i'm not those pretty gals with nice pictures

Neither artist nor modal

It's abit awkward to call as Fans Page

But i would love to meet new friends

from all around the world

So this is why i call it as Friends Page

*wink*

Feel free to click a "Like"

and we'll be friends!

Thanks!

=)

Friends ★ お友達

Friends

How many friends you can have in your life?

Hundreds?

Or even thousands?

You may have numerous friends in your life

But i guess

Most of them are just "hi,bye" friends

Who is the one who you can really share your problem with?

Who you trust the most among the bunch of your friends?

Who is consider as your buddies/ ji muis?

Who you treasure the most?

Maybe not more than 5?

Sometimes you'll meet a gang of friends

and you treasure them a lot

You love to chill with them

Doing some crazy stuff together

Laugh together

and you appreciate the moment

You treat them v nicely

You put them at the very first place

Because they are so precious to you

Friendship is very important to you

However,

Not everyone will treat u nicely too

Personality clashes might be happen

Some who cant tolerate

Then conflicts happen

Laughter and joy getting lesser and lesser

Please treat your friends around sincerely

Tolerance are needed sometimes

You can have zillions of "hi,bye" friends

But it's not easy to find REAL friends

The one that you trust the most and you like the most

For me,

I do appreciate my current life

Full with friends...and new friends

Luckiest Day Ever!

Yes yes yes~

I think today is my luckiest day ever

Why?

Finally i get myself a job!

Hooray~~~

Finally..At last!

I received a call this noon

It's a notification for me

that the company has accepted my job application

As medical sales executive

at UWC Healthcare Sdn Bhd

After being jobless for so long,

i'm back to working life again

Involve in sales line is always not my first choice

except for medical sales

It's not easy to find a job for medical sales

But i still prefer this field

Maybe is get influenced by my father

because he's working in this field too

However, his company in pharmaceutical

and my company is on medical equipment

Headquarter based in Johor

The area that i need to cover is Seremban and Malacca

Woots..

Malacca!

Same area with my dad

and my bro is working there too

HAHA

Thanks to God,

i pray hard everyday

and God listen to me

i get a job now!

Full of joy at this moment

Can't wait to share with everyone my excitement =p

LOL

Trip To Italy - Pisa

Well well well

Let's continue to my Italy trip
For someone who hasn't read my previous post
Pls kindly click this link
Roma,Italy

2nd day
PISA
Woke up early for breakfast that day
and say goodbye to H10 Hotel
I'll miss this hotel

Flowers outside the hotel
It's in pink!

Our journey continued...
Need to travel there for few hours as we stayed at outskirt
Beautiful landscape fly beside us
Scene by scene
But most of the people in bus
did not take this as a good opportunity
to have a good look at the beautiful Italy
Because of JET LAG!


Bus stopped by here
For us to rest for 15minutes
Seriously, i love Italy sooo much
Love everything there!
It's like a supermarket
You can get everything inside
You may have your cappuccino
and rest for a while before continue your long journey

Sandwiches,Burgers
Saliva dripping when saw this
It looks delicious huh =p

Oh ya
something to share with my readers
Ferrero Garden
Lemon flavor if not mistaken
which you can't get any in Malaysia =)
Back to topic,
Finally reached Square of Miracles
a wide, walled area at the heart of the city of Pisa

Before visit the Leaning Tower,
All of us were starved to death
So went for lunch first
in this small restaurant's backyard
I love the feeling
it's so warm and romantic to have lunch at this kind of place
Tried to captured the restaurant with different view
You won't feel hot to sit outside
But in Malaysia, you'll melt like an ice if sit here for lunch
LOL
That's the other point why i love Italy very much
*wink*
As always,
There always bread provided in every meal
People who love soft bread would never wanna try this
Because it's too hard

The special spice
It'll boost the taste of Spaghetti to the maxx
Spaghetti again
This is different from the first day one
Different places will have different kind of spaghetti
This is a bit hard and without any other source
Add in a lil spice will do =)
The main course
Pork chop
the dessert!
Which i love it the most
They are good in making desserts
Some of the random pics
Souvenirs..



Here's the famous Leaning Tower!
Not leaning?

Well let's have a look from this angle
Then u may spot it's actually leaning
Cool right?
HAHA

A MUST pose for people who visits there =p
It's like you're pushing the tower down

Another funny view
Click to enlarge the pic to have a clear look ya =D
Prove that we've been there before


Not much photos for the 2nd day
due to some of the photos are still with my cousin =)
Next post,
I'll introduce u guys FLORENCE! =D