女人胡思亂想, 誰的錯?

自古以來

無人不知 女人就是天生的敏感

最愛的就是胡思亂想

女人
可以因為一個很小的事情而胡思亂想
鑽牛角尖
一直想那些有的沒的

"他到底還愛不愛我"
"他..好像沒以前那麼愛我了"
"怎麼他跟前女友拍照看起來特別開心"
"他跟我說他喜歡的女生類型是身材較好，但很明顯自己不是那類型"


女人就這樣
一直沉浸在自己的世界里
反復的回想這幾個問題
越想越多

男人却只會責怪女人
"你們女人怎麼那麼愛胡思亂想啊"
每天想那些一大堆東西
莫名其妙
有些男人卻覺得自己的女人在無理取鬧
才會想那些有的沒的
甚至有些還會對著自己的女人發飆
受不了女人一直胡思亂想
把一切的罪推給女人

但在責怪之前
男人有沒有想過
爲什麽女人會胡思亂想
是哪裡出了問題嗎

是的
在女人胡思亂想的時候
男人都不知道
其實自己是個導火線
女人可以因為男人的一句話
還是一個小動作
而開始胡思亂想

女人之所以會亂想
也是因為她對男人沒了安全感
身為她男人的你
不要一直責怪她
要把事情弄清楚
幫女人找回她的安全感

男人千萬不要對女人發脾氣
女人會爲了你而亂想
你該覺得慶倖
那只證明女人很在乎你
所以會胡思亂想

男人發脾氣的話
只會給女人另一個傷害
切忌 女人是很脆弱的
就像玻璃一樣
所以在責怪女人之前
好好的想一想
問題出在哪裡

♥

Gloomy, Depress, Sad

My quote for today
"A Brand New Day"

Suppose to be happy for a new day
Fresh air after the rain
Fog in the early morning
You can see dew on leaves


Suddenly
there's a storm in my world
Only my world
Everything changed
No fresh air, no fog
it turned to a storm

Dark clouds everywhere in my world
Thunder, lightning
and i felt like im in the middle of ocean
Nothing around me
but a plank for me to hold on

Yeah
my life has nothing except for the plank
the board is my everything!
but i don't want my life to be like this
I don't like dull life
How good if i can have other thing together in my life
not just only one board that make me survive in the ocean

But it wont be real
My life ain't colourful enough
I'm not happy with this kind of life
I can't give up on the plank
like i said, the board is my everything
Should i give up my dream for the only board?
Maybe i should..
Just let it be....

Specially to my MOM

It's raining outside
Dark clouds everywhere
Just like my mood now
MOODY

Had a big fight with my mom just now
For my job


As your information, i fired my former boss
So i'm currently jobless
what i can do everyday is
eat, read, watch, and sleep
All those are my daily routine now

Dad started to complain
Said i shouldn't resigned the job before i get myself another new one
at least earn some money first
another thing is
if i keep on like this (sit at home everyday)
sure i will become lazy
and refuse to work in the future
Dad gave mom pressure

So mom talked to me just now
Keep nagging there
asked me better start to find myself a job
blah blah blah

I was listening
Slowly, i can't stand it anymore
i wish to get myself a job now
i search it online everyday!
But due to some circumstances
I still can't get a new job
Cos i'm goin to italy next month
For 10 days!

Which company is willing to hire a worker
who just started to work
and about to take almost 2 weeks leave?!
my parent already know about this
but how come still want to nag about this problem?
I was pissed off
and lost my temper on my mom

I said out many harsh words
Awww
By the time i said those harsh words
my tears fall imediately


I cried not because of what mom said
is because of what i've said
what i said to my mom
those harsh words
it hurt my mom's feeling badly
I was so guilty

I'm so sorry mom
Sob sob~
i don't wish to hurt you
i hope that this will not happen again
i will try to hold back my temper

I dunno how to apologize to her face-to-face
so i choose to write this post
i love you mom
and once again
I'M SORRY!

♥ 1st Anniversary ♥

17th of April 2009

The day that the love story started
A guy appeared in my life
He pulled my out from sadness
made me believe in love again
A guy who i love so much

17th April 2010
It's our very 1st anniversary
♥
Dear planned the schedule of the day
we went to MidValley
due to Job Fair that held there

Outfit of the day ♥
Darn!
I look super short n fat in this pic



While on the way to MidValley
Thing that i used to do in the car is
Jeng! Jeng!



One of my favourite pic ♥

Tried to be sexy like other models
but....
FAILED!



Dear loves camera too
haha!


Kinda hard to find a parking in MidValley
Why?
Because everyone was heading to the same place
Job Fair in MidValley
Orz


A long queue to go into job fair
so crowded in the convention hall >.<
Walked around the job fair
Suddenly spotted something

Ferrari!

Everybody busy captured photos there
so as well as me
*wink*
Don't want to miss the chance to take pic


About the job fair
Hmm
Nothing much or special
Banks hiring people
Big or small companies also the same
Even companies from Singapore
and it was crowded with people
Packed like sardines
seemed like everyone was searching for a new opportunity

Dinner time~
me and dear headed to Chili's
My favourite actually =p


Love the ambiance




Camwhore again while waiting for our food to be served =D

Dear likes this pic XD

We just ordered one set of meal
because it's in a big portion
i can't finish it all XD
Our Chicken Crispers

Dear feed me

I feed him back ♥

Before dear pay for the bill
i gave him my present
Tadaa~

What is that?

Well
it's a love diary that belongs to me and him
=D
It don't cost me much
but is very meaningful present ♥
Every special moments between us
will be jot down in this lil diary ^^
Attached with photos

Dear read it when at home
So happy? XD
Hope he will like it ♥

One of the pages

And so dear cam whore with me again
He knows that i love camera
How sweet is him
Aww ♥

I Love You Dear ♥
May our love last forever

Movie Day with My Love ♥

Another day that i spent with my ♥
Movie day

Been waiting for this movie since long ago
Finally!
I got the chance to watch it
"How To Train Your Dragon"


Nowadays me and my dear used to watch movie
in the early morning
consider as early bird
So can get cheaper tickets



Had our breakfast before movie
No more Oldtown this time
LOL
so we headed to Jusco's food court
This is my breakfast
my lovely Sushi♥

My dear


Movie time

I love to watch cartoon
addicted to it ♥
What a nice movie
How to Train Your Dragon

i know it's abit too late to watch this
but who cares XD

A Viking boy, Hiccup
who was born to be different from other Vikings
Vikings are strong and muscular
have the strong ability to fight against dragons
But Hiccup is thin and small

His life change after he meet a myterious dragon
Night Fury
a dragon who no one seen it before
its speed is too fast
super uber dangerous species

He changed the Vikings mind
not to kill dragons anymore
dragon will attack them is to protect itself
People started to be friend with dragons
and their life become peaceful


I rate this movie
9.9/10
hahaha!
love this movie too much
wanted to watch it again!
night fury is SoOooo CUTE
can't help myself


Next movie!
want to watch Ice Kacang Puppy Love
but dunno whether nice or not
haven't get any feedback yet
>.<

Apology

For those who did notice my fb status
I've given up the opportunity to work in PC Fair
Awww =(

I was finding n finding part time jobs before this
eager to earn some pocket money
Sent out so many resume or profile
Still the same
Didn't get any feedback
Sigh

But one day,
i received a call from my friend
Guess what
he offered me a job!
Wow!!
I was so excited that time
Finally i get a job
Yess! and it's a job to work in PC fair
the job that i crave for so long >.<

This is not the main part
the most important is the salary RM150per day
work 3days will be RM450
at least i can earn some money for my Italy trip next month

Unfortunately i'm not able work in PC fair
（16th-18th April )
Why??
Hmm...
i gave up this good opportunity for my dear =D
Because today,17th is a special day
A special day for me and him ♥
It's our 1st anniversary
=)


I choose to accompany my bf rather than my friend
i actually feel guilty about that
feel sorry to my friend
he offered me a job
but i declined him last minute
he must be hating me now =(
well hope he will read my blog
wish that he will accept my apology
><

Lastly
i'm still searching for part time jobs
Can anyone recommend me some jobs
Thanks ^^

Idea come come come

Well i have to say

since the day i said lazy to update my blog
hmm
not lazy actually
but is lack of ideas
Sigh

Suddenly my ideas all gone
dunno what to write anymore
Argh
quite frustrated >.<
Idea..oh my ideas
Please come back to me~~
Maybe i had think too much recently
Things that i should not think or recall
made me so so moody
not in the mood at all =(
Sigh
at last, caused all my ideas gone!

Think i have to go out for a few days
try to find my ideas back
I will update my blog soon
( if i get my ideas back )
Stay tune people
Ciao~

Ching Ming Fest

Pretty lazy to update my blog these days

Too tired >.<
Yesterday was a tiring day for me
slept late on saturday night and woke up early in the morning, 5.30am
Went to pray for my great grandfather and great grandmother
It's Ching Ming
ar..a day for us to pray our ancestors
Well my family used to pray one week later than the actual Ching Ming
Avoid traffic jam
smart huh? =p
LOL Every year, we will pray my great grandfather first
the graveyard is kinda far away from my city
away from town,rural area
A greeny place with lots of trees and paddy field
A place where you can see mist everywhere in the early morning
even from the road like this!


Ok, this is how i look that day
look so aunty..LOL

and here is the graveyard
We have to climb way up to the hill
and with no staircase o.O
Jeng!!

This is the only path

Halfway to my g.grandpa's grave

I made it!
finally made to the top
Can u imagine how high is it?
haha

Some random pics
Flowers for g.grandpa

My great grandpa's grave
my dad told me that
the age of this grave is nearly 60years
wow

Relatives

Everyone started to clean up the grave
Clear all those weeds
and put candles all around the grave

Then, started to pray him


The 'money' for great grandfather

and a house

Burnt it
so that great grandfather can receive it

Another pic
captured by my younger bro =)

Headed to my great grandmother's graveyard

Located at Sendayang




The weather is so hot
although it's just 9am in the morning
oh my~keep on sweating
luckily i wore long sleeve n long jeans tat day
if not will get sunburnt =p

Great grandmother's grave
Burried in year 1990
20years

Something interesting to share
Spot it? =D
can't see it?

Well maybe this

hahaha!